i'm moving  back to blogspot!
no reason actually..
its cos i like to play with the skins more..
and i cant figure livejournal's out..
so~

These few days,
i have learnt
the important skill
of letting go.

letting go of bio..
letting go of tracer, shawn and nella
and finally
letting go of odac.

odac..
yong bie le..

wow, i realised it has been 5 days since i last updated..
oh well..

so yesterday marked the 1st day of term 2
zomg?
err
considering the fact that i still havent exactly registered that i m a vjc student(THE VICTORIA JC!)
and taking into mind that i m a arts student now(omg..my bio..>.<)

yep.
i wonder if 2 years is a long enough time for me to actually register it...>.<

these 2 days...i keep getting tao by ppl..
=.=
haha
maybe its cos i cut my hair
so everyone can recognise me..
heh

haha
its make up for the march hols
starting 2mr!
wahahah
arts day 2mr
full day on thurs
GOOD FRIDAY ON FRI!
wahaha
then odac results on sat..=.=



brilliant
absolutely brilliant..
=.=








thou shalt vow to be like arianto(ni) and mug my maths..
=.=
i cant fail

Went for my $125 shooting course today..
and may i say how much it is worth man..
woot..
damn shiok..
arrived at the air rifle range late today..(by abt 5 mins..)
then played some although abit sian but rather interesting games till abt 1100
then we had lunch
before we got onto the bus to go to our shooting venue..
it happened to be in choa chu kang..
and we like, passed by all the cemeteries and crematoriums on the way to the National Shooting Centre
(oh, and we went pass the place where they filmed po jian er chu...the whole bus went into an uproar of excitement very quickly)
then out of the blue, in the middle of these cemeteries and crematoriums,
pops out this building,
with large words
"NATIONAL SHOOTING CENTRE"
live firing going on inside. DO NOT ENTER.
lol
have u ever felt what it feels like to enter into a place which says "DO NOT ENTER"?
i tell u,
it rocks
big time.
anyway,
our group started with rifle 1st
oh and when i touched my 1st bullet..
i was
so
freaking happy
i mean
this is REAL AMMO
I MEAN
THE REAL THING
THE REAL ONE THAT CAN ACTUALLY KILL U
WOOT!!!!!
its really damn shiok
like drugs
u get addicted to shooting it..
the rifle one was quite tiring
we had to lie on that table/stand
and shoot
i tell u
i couldnt feel my left hand after the sling position.
and no need to mention the embarressing fact that i was shooting at the wrong card for the 1st
4 shots
i mean, if eileen hadnt drawn back her card..
i would have continued shooting..
i was like "eh, where did my card go"
=.=
oh well, at least i wasnt the onli one who shot the wrong cards..
wahahahaha
so after 2 and a half hours of feeding mosquitoes at the rifle area
we got to change over to do pistol
i tell u
if rifle was drugs
i dunno what is pistol
heaven?
Drugs ^ infinity
i mean
holding the freaking gun itself
is so damn cool
ARHH!!
I CANT BELIEVE IT!
I ACTUALLY HELD A GUN!
A REAL GUN
WOOT!
THE REAL THING!!
*goes all high all over again*
u noe
the "kaching" sounds u hear from movies
when the load the guns
is actually real
they actually have that kind of sounds
haha
i went super high when i 1st heard it
and the bullets
they look like they walked out of CSI..
woot
ahhaa
but the recoil and the bang it gives off when you fire
is really loud
and abit scary
but
still really cool
reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
at least my grouping's better now
at least i dun mopeng my cards/posters
haha
shooting guns rocks man
big time
who cares if we had to endure so many hours of mosquito bites
who cares if i got burnt by the stupid cartridge that popped out of the rifle, onto the stand and rolled onto my elbow(ouch kaye)
who cares if we had to go through that freaking 1 and a half hour bus journey back to vj(because of the stupid jam on the expressway..
man i swear, i never thought this kind of jams exists in singapore...i mean, the whole bus wasnt even moving lah)
it rocks
and i love it..
woot!
shall post pics of my shoot when i have time..

for now
i just wanna sleep
snoreeeeeee
air rifle camp 2mr
GO GARFIL!
haha


G-A-G-A-G-A-R
F-I-F-I-F-I-L
GAR GAR GAR GARFIL
GAR GAR GAR GARFIL
YEAH!

I had a rather slacky day..
the first in dunno..
weeks
i actually spent the whole day doing useless stuff..
like watchin the first 3 episodes of wang zi bian qing wa..
and dunno how many hours on the com watching random videos on youtube..
And actually having the time to go back to fanfiction.net to read my old fanfic..
brought back many memories of the past..
cant believe that gundam see is already 6 years old..
and that..
i am already 16?
going 17?
thats like, already the age of cagalli, athrun and kira in seed..
omg..
i am growing old...





olc is over..
so what if whirlwind gt thrashed overall..
we still owned in urban ex..



Red alert! Red alert!
Whirlwind is coming through!
Red alert! Red alert!
Whirlwind is coming through!
Whirlwind will strike
Whirlwind will fight
Whrilwind Whirlwind
WE WILL WIN!

'lil me has an econs paper at 0800 hours 2mr..
on freaking central problems of economics, demand and supply and elasticity of demand and supply.
I have a mock P.I due 2mr.. which i havent even started,
a Great Expectations to read
and a whole chuck of trigo, inequalities and differentiation tutorials to do.
wth am i doing here?!?!

well...
i just realised how dead my lj is..
oh well..
perhaps its 'cos i have been like..
so super uber busy over the past few days...
getting ard with work and all..
it seems as if..
i dont even have time to do the stuff i used to think was "normal" anymore...
like watchin drama serials..
i cant even believe now how i manage to actually keep up to them..
sit in front of the com for like, 4 hours STRAIGHT
30 over hours on the com just to finish one show..
how can i actually afford the time man..
first week of jae..
like that liao..
how lah.
i suppose i would have to resort to caffine soon
(oh no! then i would turn into arianto!*panicks*)
jc life..
i guess u would need to get used to it..
the ability to adapt quickly is highly needed in jcs...

today's the 1st day that vj uniforms are compulsory..
feels wierd to be surrounded in beige..
instead of shades of blue, white, green, yellow then beige..
it seems like..
it suddenly lacks colour..
haha..
apparently this is what i would be seeing for the next 2 years..
i still find it hard to believe i can actually stay...
feels wierd to see everyone wearing the same colour...
feels even wierder to see the cat high guys all in long pants..
0.o
feels wierd to see the st nicks gurls in 2 piece skirts and blouse,
instead of 1 piece pinaforms(however u spell it)
i suppose its nt much difference for me..
haha..
but or others, the colour contrast is a little wierder to accept..
haha

Oh,
btw,
i changed my phone..
whahahahahahahhaha
nokia N95
cool right..
the best part,
i didnt have to foot a single cent for it..
neither did my parents..
the word free comes to mind...
well, cos my mom found it..
and its not as if we dont have integrity kaye,
we left the phone for over a day on..
the owner didnt bother contacting the phone(who noes why)
so,
its mine to keep..
wahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahah
finders keepers losers weepers.
ITS A N95 KAYE!
WOT!
i finally get the mp3 i want
wahahahhahahahahahahahahhahaha
over 24 hours of SONGS!
^^

ce,
u wanna go out one of these days?
i miss ya!
nt over the march hols plse..
i cannt make it..
i tink most likely we have to meet for dinner..
cos i like, end late on almost every day can..
onli on mons..
340..
and nt on wed and thurs plse,
i gt air rifle trainings..
lets go out for a simple dinner!^^

put down and leave odac?
how is that possible..
but..
haiz

its really funny.
and i tink i made record in vj arts.

Last person to submit the arts appeal form
Last person to get accepted into VJ arts
Last person to hand in the transfer form to MJ.
Last person for VJ to recieve the transfer confirmation slip.

can i say i'm lucky?
i slothed my guts and did whatever i could to stay in VJ.
and i cant tell you the number of times i cried because of this stupid JAE.
(and i tell u, Sandy is not one person who cries kaye)
Victoria.
wow?
i can actually stay.
its hard to believe, this is the place i can officially call my school.
when people ask me now, for once i wouldnt need to explain where my school is.
(Mee Toh= 5% of the people knew where it was, AHS= 35% of the people knew where it was)
now, VJ, i tink at least 80% of the people would know it bah.
wow,
i m a Victorian.

its super funny,
its like,
after all the goodbyes i said,
all the worries i had about leaving my class and tsd
is all gone..
'cos,
i'm back in 08A12
i'm back.

would i regret my choice to take arts in the times to come?
i hope not..
this would be the major changing point in my life,
and i seriously hope i wont regret it..


its really wierd now..
to walk around,
and not see the people i noe..
to see jazz,
without tracer and chuan yun
to see S30, without shawn and shawn..
to see rachel, and not have mag on my other arm..
its like,
vj has lost some of its colour now that these brilliant people around..
i really cant get over it...

The past week
has been a complete whirlwind.

my eyes were turned into taps

my whole heart has been taken on a roller coaster ride

twirled around and around
i m finally back to where i began

ODAC: no shawn, no tracer, no nella.
08A12: TSD, lit, econs math
CCA: i need to drop one, or cope.

VJ: I AM BACK.

last min, i managed to beg the arts hod to let me in
thx alot mr young, thanks alot ms goh
love u guys
thanks


i can finally wear the vj uniform
finally..
finally....
















puma, i will love you. always.